Clarity With Kandace

My near death experience is something I don't talk about very much. It's not that I don't want to, it's just not something that I bring up everyday. I am about to share my story with you and it's very personal to me, mostly because it also involves someone very close to me and my heart.

About 16 years ago my grandmother was very ill and in a nursing home. She had didn't have very long to live and we all knew that. But my grandmother was stubborn. As soon as there was talk about her dieing she perked right back up. It got to the point that none of us expected her to die anytime soon even if they said she would. At the time I was working alot of hours trying to advance my career, planning my wedding, and I didn't have alot of time to visit her. I felt bad about it but I had to keep going. Right?

One day my mom phoned and told me my grandmother was not expected to make it much longer. I didn't take it so hard because we all knew how she was. Until one day it hit me driving home from work. I really started to think about what it would be like without her here. During this whole thought process I spoke to God and said " I just want to know where she is going." The Law of Attraction at work I tell ya. Little did I know what I was really asking for. It was about 2 weeks later that I found out!
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It was a nice beautiful day. My husband, at the time, and I had come home from the beach and were hanging out just relaxing. It was one of the few weekends that neither of us had to work. I remember we went to bed early that night to catch up on some much needed sleep. During the middle of the night I woke up to go the bathroom, everything seemed pretty normal but I was so thirsty. I came out of the bathroom, stood in the doorway and all of the sudden the whole apartment began spinning. I couldn't see anything straight. I felt my way to the bed and sat down. I hit my husbands feet and woke him up. I must have looked really bad because he jumped right out of bed. I told him that I thought he was going to have to take me to the hospital but I really need a drink of water first.

He went to the kitchen and while he was gone.... This was the beginning of my journey!

While he was gone my fingers and tongue went numb. I remember holding my hand up in front of my face and not feeling a thing. Then the most amazing thing happened. I was flying, more like surfing through dark waves of air. Faster and Faster! It was the coolest thing. It felt like freedom. I was alone at first, then I could feel many others riding those waves with me. Ah, it felt so good. I had no recollection of being on the bed at home or of my life for that matter. It was so peaceful and warm. I cannot even describe it in words. There was no worry! About anything! Can you imagine that, NO WORRIES AT ALL! Just this beautiful flow and I was right in the middle of it. Close your eyes and imagine that for just a moment.

I was floating along when I came to halt. I was at some little restaurant looking down. I remember I was in the left corner just looking around when I happened to see my Dad, sister and her kids sitting at a table eating dinner. Because of a falling out, I hadn't spoken to or seen them in years. And now, there they were. They couldn't see me. It didn't matter though. All I kept hearing and feeling was this, "Everything will be ok. There is nothing to worry about and they will be fine." It was instinctively known to me that this was all true and like I said, I had no worries. Not a bad feeling in my spirit. What I noticed next was that everything around me was getting brighter and brighter with white light. Warm, beautiful white light. It was so bright again words just cannot do it justice. I resonated with it, felt it deep within my soul and was bathing in it so comfortably. I knew I was loved and felt such peace.

As I was floating in bliss, I felt someone jerk me, grab my arm really hard. They through me down this tunnel of darkness. I could hear lots of what sounded like wind. Ya know, the kind of wind you stand in and you can't hear anything else. I was horrified. Where was I going? What is this? Then ..... I could see a small light at the end of this tunnel. I could hear my husband on the phone in sheer panic with a 911 operator. I could see the crook of his arm at the end of the tunnel and thought "No, I don't want to leave. I want to stay."

I came to, pretty groggy. My husband was talking to me but I couldn't listen. He said he had performed CPR and breathing techniques on me for about 5 minutes and then called 911. I was a little delirious. I went all around the house turning on every light I could find. It was still not bright enough. Where is that feeling of peace, why was I back here? Why couldn't I stay?

Well, it was not my time. I have often sat and thought about that day. I am very thankful and grateful that I was aloud to come back. If I hadn't, I would have my 2 beautiful children. I wouldn't have been able to help others and find my true calling, and I wouldn't have known the wonderful souls that I have in my life today. On the other hand, I am thankful I was aloud to see for myself where my grandmother and others, for that matter, have gone. What their experiences are. Be careful what you pray for.

Speaking of my grandmother.... my mom called me at home the next day because they told her at work I was sick. She said to me " I have something to tell you about your grandmother" I said " I know, she is gone. It's ok though I know where she is." This of course freaked my mom out until I told her the whole story. Now, when I go to funerals it's not the dead I cry for, but it's the impact of the pain of those around me. I want so much to ease their pain and tell them what I know. I also know that at a time like that what I would have to tell them would fall of deaf ears. So, I wait. Later if the subject comes up I tell them then.

Now you know one of my best kept secrets. My enlightened journey of my near death experience. I hope this will help you somehow on your journey through this life and onto your next. Stay blessed and at peace, and always be happy with what you have and what may be coming. Never question why, you will know the answer to that soon enough.

Posted by Kandace on Wed, 2008-09-03 13:07. | Permalink | Kandace's blog

How often do you show the Universe your sexual energy? More often than you think. Sexual energy has alot to do with what you are attracting. Have you ever thought about the Law of Attraction and Sexual Attraction having ANYTHING to do with one another. Oh man! They sure do, and I'm about to tell you how.

Have you ever had one of those days where you just knew, beyond a shadow of a doubt that you felt good. You just felt darn sexy. Sure, you may have been in your old holey jeans, your torn T-shirt and flip flops, but you just felt sexy anyway? You didn't even know why but for some reason that morning you woke up and put your best sexy self forward.

I bet you also noticed that day that you were stared at, Whewed by those of the opposite sex and just couldn't help laughing about it because secretly you knew what you did. Those are the best days right? Everything seems to go your way and you seem to get whatever you want.

Well, what would make you think that the Law of Attraction works any differently than that. You wake up in the morning and know that you are going to get the attention of the Universe. You don't really know how or why, but you just are. Then the magic happens. The Universe responds. Much like the opposite sex, it reacts to your vibration. And let's face it, sexual energy is very powerful.

Sexual energy is one of those vibrations that we can all relate to and we all have a strong desire for. We all know when our mojo is working because of how others respond to us. It's also what helps to raise our vibration to find love, companionship and friends. Think of the Universe as a huge night club! We can all get in, order whatever we want and just have fun all night long attracting those who we would like to share our Universe with.

So tomorrow morning when you wake up, put your best sexy self on. Trust me, we all have it! No matter how you see yourself or even a bad hair day should keep you from it. It has nothing to do with how you look. It's how you feel! It's all about your vibration! So try this experiment with me. Just think of how much stronger the vibration of the Universe will be if we all woke up with this vibration raised. Let's have fun with this.

Posted by Kandace on Wed, 2008-09-03 13:03. | Permalink | Kandace's blog

Love is a beautiful thing while you have it. But there are times that one love must end for another to begin. Each chapter of your life is a new beginning and when one has to part ways it's only because you have both fulfilled that experience which you were wanting.

Don't ever hold on to something you know is at an end, not out of fear, or anything else. Don't hold on to someone who does not want to stay. Put your faith in the Universe and know that something better is coming. You may not see it but it is there just waiting for your release.

So when that someone special goes, make sure you bless them on their way and hope that there lives will be filled with happiness and the purpose they were meant for on this earth will be wonderful. Your life as well will be blessed just by the fact that you knew them and that you have blessed them on their way.

Everything happens for a reason and you are that reason. The Universe takes care of that which is not making us happy in order to bring in something better to bring us bliss. Never forget what you are creating around you. If the shoe does not fit anymore than just get a new pair. You know they are going to carry you further in the long run anyway.

Blessings to all!

Posted by Kandace on Wed, 2007-06-06 12:23. | Permalink | Kandace's blog

I have to tell you a funny story about my manifesting. As you all know I have been manifesting a new car for a while. Well, I can feel it, I know it is waiting for me but for the life of me I can not figure out why I am not receiving it. Then I got my AHA today.

I will start back from a year ago. I know just bear with me here. I lost my licence in my house and not been able to find it, and since I had no vehicle I thought "Well I guess I don't need it". As I have gone through the past year there have been alot of emotions for me around obtaining a vehicle. Everytime I had planned to get my licence replaced something got in the way. I just couldn't get to the DMV so, I would put it off a while longer. Something kept telling me that there was something not right so I let things get in the way.

Well, this morning I was compeled to try and apply for a replacement licence online. What I found out was that my licence had been suspended! Can you believe it. I had no idea. This occured because my bank failed to notify the DMV that I had insurance.

I sat back in my chair and just said to myself "AH! OK! I see now". I had to laugh at all of this. The Universe truley works in some funny ways. So for any of you who are manifesting and feeling it but not seeing it, DIG DEEPER. There may be something holding you back that you were not even aware of. How cool is that.

Check your feelings. Take responsibility for what you do and have. I am so Thankful that I took the leap of faith to even check on it. This just lets me know that I am on my way, and IT"S TIME.

Trust in the Universe and all will be delivered. It's the Law.

See AHA!!!!!!!!

Posted by Kandace on Wed, 2007-05-16 18:57. | Permalink | Kandace's blog

Dedicated to Julie

You know what I just love....

I love it when God and the Universe shows you that you are on the right path. Even when you are in doubt and start to second guess your purpose here, something comes up to let you know, without a shadow of a doubt, that you are correct.

God and the Universe have a funny way of pointing you in the right direction when you begin to sway. For instance, when you meet someone new, and you think they are there to share and teach you something , then all of the sudden, you realize that what you thought that person was there for, really wasn't there for that at all. The feeling of how they were just about to steer you right out of where you were, where you had tried so hard to get, and you almost did it, because that is what they wanted. Not You!

Then, you take another look around only to find that those who have supported you in what you wanted for you, where still there loving you, guiding you, and cheering you on. That is what I love!!

So, when someone comes along and makes you feel unconfortable or less than what you are because of their own wants, BEWARE and run. Stick with those who think and want like you. Remember, use you intuition to guide you. It's really God and the Universe yelling at you to stick to your own path.

Posted by Kandace on Wed, 2007-03-21 01:59. | Permalink | Kandace's blog

When I do my readings it never fails to amaze me at just how little everyone thinks of themselves. Low self esteme, not being worthy, and this goes for both men and women. It really disturbs me because I used to be one of them. Lots of people in this world no matter how confident you think they are, are like little children at their first day of school. You remember, that awckward feeling that everyone is better than you because you are the new kid or that you will never make friends because you are different.

I find so many unique things about each person I read for. Every one of us has a different talent or gift. I bring those out to the surface so they remember and can recognize them. Those very special gifts and talents are the things that inspire others and should inspire the holder of such gifts. I always hear "I can't let everyone know I can do that." or "My family and friends don't think I can do that." My responce is "WHO CARES". Are they walking in your shoes? No. Are they going to live thier life or yours? Thiers of course! I try to express to them that God gave everyone a unique gift. Use it. Dream, Inspire and add value to the world.

No matter what your parents, friends, enemies, bosses, whoever says, don't ever let someone make you feel unworthy or less than who you are. You are WONDERFUL! Do you hear that "WONDERFUL!" You are the most important person in your universe, and that is not being stuck on yourself or anything of that nature. You are truely the center of your own universe and you can add a great deal to others and thier universes as well. Always remember that you are a powerhouse full of Love, Strength, Gratitude, and Joy. No matter what or who is around you of a negative influence, you can always change it to a positive.

There is so much to help everyone with. If I could reach all the people in this world everyone one would leave the experience with nothing less than this, that they know and can feel how unique and special they are and that they are loved. Feeling loved is one of the most important things in this world. So remember to say I Love You to everyone who you can. It may save someone from feeling that they are less than worthy, to they deserve and are worthy enough.

Posted by Kandace on Tue, 2007-03-13 11:56. | Permalink | Kandace's blog